So I had my birthday the day vacation started and it was pretty amazing. My bf made an awesome dinner for me and it was just the cutest. Then I went with my bf to his mom’s house in Louisville KY, it was fun at first.. but shit just got weak and I felt like I wasn’t real because no one was even talking to me.. I got made fun of and shit which made it worse… Idk I just don’t think vacations are for me. Then I came home and had an awesome christmas! I got Cole the most amazing gift ever! I got a band names Oceano to send him signed stuff. He ended up getting 8 shirts 2 pairs of shorts a personalized note a back stage pass signed by the lead singer 2 posters and a cd! I loved the look on his face when he was opening everything! But now that christmas is over I just want vacation to be over I don’t like being stuck in my house like this all the time..